Sunday, 5 September 2010

Been tied up.

Literally but I have been untied (at least one hand) long enough to rough out an adventure I had...I find it best to put pen to paper in a manner of speaking right after I do wo before the welts fade. Unfortunately a perfectionist bent has me puting off editing it until now it seems a that fantasy is a bad thing but I need to get it down here..will do so soon...


Saturday, 24 July 2010

Candle Wax

Another thing checked of Jeff's seemingly endless "To Do" list was wax play...

This happened right after the first time with breath play while I was still chained to the doorway. I remember I was blindfolded, but not when he put that on..(the whole time whilst chained in the frame? I dunno..)

He tells me to brace myself and the next thing you know candle wax dropping down my back. When I had first noticed the candles burning earlier, I thought, ~how romantic~ and didn't even think about that! Five in total, God knows how long they had been burning for - a lot of wax. he tells me to stick my arse out - wax everywhere. orange orange orange orange which was our medium safe word....

Lots of heavy breathing.

He gets me to take the final candle wax. God pain! But in a nice way. LOL

I am released from the bounds and asked to kneel blindfold still in place.

He guides me down onto my knees and then onto all fours. Nipple clamps still in place. Told to stay right where i am.

He fetches something to scrape the wax off my back and arse. It wasn't until later that I found out it was a knife! a BIG kitchen knife though it didn't feel like it. Was actually a really nice feeling having it scraped off my back. Well not scraped, more like peeled - and the knife only scratched very lightly. I hadn't realized it was a knife til he showed me.

He stood me up, blindfold off. nipple clamps off... and he stands with me, gently kissing my lips, rubbing my arms and shoulders while I take everything in.
he told me to go to the bathroom and he would run me a hot shower.

ah, shower was lovely. :D

Friday, 23 July 2010

Fisting (Attempted)

Sounds like an offense put that way doesn;t it? And my cunt was a bit offended at the try. :)

I was feeling a little loopy and very compliant from the breath play.

Eventually, when he had stopped, He told me he was going to fist me now. I had previously mentioned that fisting made me really squeamish and that I was really concerned that it would really hurt!

He lubed up his hand and told me to keep my legs spread. Immediately I started to breath heavily. I’m not sure how many fingers he started with, at one stage it hurt.
Oh GOD so bad and I clenched up - holding onto the bed spread tight. He reminded me that I needed to relax for him to pull back without doing any damage. A hard thing to do! I managed to relax for periods of it.

He kept at me for a while - it was a HOT experience with mild pain.

Once he stopped he asked if I wanted to see how far he had gone! All I could do was roll my eyes. All four of his fingers and his thumb tucked in - right up until the edge of his palm...obviously the widest bit.

I knew I had read an account of a fisting fairly recently and looked around and found it. I had found Jainie's Blog fairly early from searching for other "late bloomers" like myself. She had a great description of trying this. I think you kind of need a girls smallish hands to do this, guys are just 'too big!'.

Thursday, 22 July 2010

Breath Play

This was interesting. At some point after he had me chained to the door frame and spanking me he stopped and pulled my neck back and presses hard either side - its a very strange feeling - so hard not to fight to breathe - but so comforting with Jeff at my side whispering things in my ear, asking me to let go and telling me that he won't hurt me.

Some time after he took the phone call (Alicia checking in maybe?) We were sitting on the couch he was getting assurance that I was comfortable with what had gone on so far..

Suddenly, he grabbed me by the hair, dragged onto my knees from the couch to sucking his cock to get it hard (which i love to do). He asked if I had ever had my face fucked before. "Not really." He gets me to stand, still dragging me by the hair into his bedroom, lays me down on my back, head over the edge of the bed and proceeds to fuck my throat.

So messy! LOL

Gagging hard on his cock.... struggling to breathe... strange feeling. (Mind you all the while he is making sure that I'm okay and enjoying it.) I never produced so much saliva in my life! Really thick too. Something about going deep like that. Of course he proceeded to spread it over my face. I liked that.

He spread my legs and administered a couple of spanks to my clit/pussy through my pantys. (I had brought a pair.)

It's all a bit blurry i can't remember exactly what happened next....though I do remember him making the comment that my eyes light up as soon as i see cock. ha ha ha

At some point later he is fucking my arse with his hands gripped tight around my throat. I was more concentrating on the pain of the arse-fucking than the restriction on my throat..he pulls his cock out, and tightens his grip on my throat.

I turn over to lay on my back and he asks me to relax. He is pushing harder on my throat. I again find it really hard to relax and not try and breathe! No matter how much he tells me not to! LOL

He bites, licks, sucks and nibbles at my ear - maintaining the pressure on my throat - its a really strange feeling you get all light headed - I didn't pass out though - which is what he said he was going for and then he was going to spank my pussy while I was out.

He kept reassuring me that I would be okay and he wasn't going to hurt me, just to let go, biting hard on my ear lobe he asked me to cum (I mean realistically, was he expecting I would? LOL ~so not going to happen~)He kept asking, telling me to focus on putting all the pain into my clit. (mind you I could feel the sensations, I just wasn't going to cum. It's hard for me in the best of circumstances.)

This little scene led to the next which was something I'd told him I was squeamishly interested in trying. That will be my next post.


Wednesday, 21 July 2010

Spank Bank

I mentioned in a previous post that I would explain about the "Spank Bank".

I had mentioned to Jeff and Alicia that I liked to be spanked and wouldn't mind a pit of recreational pain thrown in. Always accommodating, and having a bit of a sadistic bent, Jeff had said he was more than happy to oblige.

Anywho...I was speaking to him online must have been earlier Friday and said something in a smart arse way - earned myself 20 spanks...whoops! So, now he has a spank bank with my name on it :D

When he had called Sunday night to arrange our play-date, I accidentally hung up on him (really)! whoops.
another 20 earned...

While texting and discussing this I said something else stupid and added another 5 to the spank bank - hmmm somehow I added another 5 so was at a total of 50 but I can't remember. It could be he was rounding up.

When I left off I had just arrived by buss of all SOON as I was in the door he grabs me by the hair, I'm on my knees sucking his cock.

A flurry of activity comes back to me in rapid-cut images:

~bent over kneeling on the couch,
~butt plug comes out..mind you it's a tiny plug nothing to it, have to start small.
~his cock goes in...Mother of God! A bit of pain doesn't hurt right?!
~pussy fucking too...still dressed mind you, just skirt pushed up around my waist.

Next thing I know...I'm told to count how many..."How many what?" I was thinking."Swats?"

In my ARSE!
Fucking cold.

Then him fucking with them in it! Again very very cold. (10 in total.)

~Standing up. (some fall out mind you that is cold!)

I'm told to sit down on his cock - he takes off my top and bra after I'm on his cock and riding...He then mentions his zipper is pushing into his balls...not a comfortable feeling no doubt.

I hop off and he pulls me over between the two doors...I have previously seen the two links of chain and cuffs hanging from between the door frames as he had them up last time I was around...He straps me in. Places a blindfold over my eyes and then spread my legs and straps them in place to the bottom of each door frame.

He pulls my nipple clamps from my bag of toys and puts them on too.

He tells me to count, these are to come off my total. After each one I am to thank him and ask for another.

He got up to 8 and then changed implements from a paddle to a dragons tail or something along those lines. Leather that has been twisted and has like a dragon/snake tongue split at the end...very strange. And Mother of God. Painful.

Two of those and I am at a limit. He asked me to take one more... which I did. GOD a hot stinging pain - though it doesn't last for long. Just very very instant sharp pain. I don't whimper very much. I just breathe very heavily. In and out in short breaths, trying to stop the pain. Very weird.

There is an interlude here where all kids of other kinky things went on. Its like he had a long "To Do" list and was slowly but surely checking them off.

~Breath Play
~Hot Wax
~Arse Fucking, lots and lots of Arse Fucking
~Fisting, (Attempted)

In midst of all this he had to take a phone call, odd to hear him seeimingly benign for a bit, but once th phone call ended, the tone came back and I was on my knees again after a very short respite.

At some point we begin whittling down my spank debt some more. All at once in an instant he stops and he hits my arse hard with something two times and asks me, "How many?"

"Two Sir...thank you. Can i please have another?"

I manage eight and by this time I really am whimpering and crying - not full on bawling, but only able to rasp out the number and say, "thank you." He tells me to brace for one more (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) I haven't used a safe word, but he can tell I am at that limit, and hits me only one last time.


He gets me to stand and pulls me over (gently) to the couch and gets me to lie down and puts a blanket over me. I have my top on at his point, but obviously no pants. He kisses me gently and lets me recover.

He comes back after a while to check that I am okay. He pulls down the blanket and slaps my arse for good measure. All in good fun. He takes a picture and shows me... bruising from our previous encounter and new bright red marks.

"It's funny..." he says, "there are no marks at all on your back!" (He was flogging me there earlier when I was tied up) Apparently, I just bruise on my bum. Probably a good thing in my mind.

Having worked hard as my punisher, he is a little tired. He tells me now that I'm going to give him a massage - which I was more than happy to do. I put a pair of pants on from my bag. He jumps into bed, the top half out in the open for me to massage. My arse doesn't really sting or hurt to sit down - its tender but okay.

Some snuggling after a massage and I mention that I have to go. (I had a Tupperware meeting on that Monday night.)

I assure him I don't want to go. He doesn't want me to either. Some great snuggling and I get up to organize my things.

A lovely, lovely way to spend most of a Monday.

Sunday, 18 July 2010

The Bus Ride...

If someone had ever suggested to me that someone would suggest a bus as the location for some kinky fun and that more to the point I would actually do so, I'd have said it was nuts.

The way it happened though made sense at the time, and boy was it kinky fun looking back..scary at the time.

Jeff invited himself to my house for Monday as he would be "in the neighborhood". I needed to drop my car in to get it fixed; some dick hit it while I was shopping last week. I was to meet him at a shopping centre, about 10 minutes from my house. We agreed on a time - and anything past 10 minutes would earn me 5 spanks per minute. (More on his 'spank bank' in another post). He instructed me to be in a skirt or dress, no panties and wear my butt plug.

Monday morning arrives, I drop my car off. I am busy freaking out at home in dress and no panties when I finally receive his phone call - something has come up and he isn't coming my direction. He says I am more than welcome to come his he knows I have no car!

He tells me the bus leaves the stop near me at 10:51, I needed to be on it, no panties and to sit in a spot where i could press my palm onto my pussy - I didn't have to play with it, just be able to press on it and wiggle my arse. O, and all my sex toys in a bag, I had to take them too.

OMG I was going to die of embarrassment.

So, being compliant in nature, I did hop on the bus, no panties, butt plug in and awaited his text. His instruction was to place my palm on my pussy for 5 minutes every 15 stops of the approximately hour long hour bus ride.

About halfway in... on the backseat of the bus - I got a text asking if I could spread my legs without anyone seeing!

OMG, I seriously must have been bright red!

Since the truth was, no they couldn't, I spread my legs and did what I was told - played with myself.

I arrived at the bus stop and met him at the corner of his street. Jeff promptly told me to turn around - he checked that I was wearing the butt plug in the street... again dying of embarrassment.

We had some standard nice every day conversation on the way to his house -all the while having a mild panic attack!

More with the Dom...

I had another adventure with Jeff again yesterday (with Alicia's permission, they chatted the night before and discussed having me as a sub- well not so much a sub, but just someone to use and abuse and corrupt :D - I'm definitely not the type of person to kneel at someone's feet - which Alicia didn't want - and neither do I!)

It was quite an experiance and lasted for hours. I jotted thoughts and impressions the next day but it is all disjointed. Its hard to tell where one 'scene' started and which action happened in what order. A week has passed and I want to get it blogged So I thouhgt I'd break it up into smaller stories, but they really all happend the same day. To start I thought I'd tell you about the Bus Ride.

Friday, 16 July 2010

HNT idea

I was looking at a picture on someones blog of an actual speculum..Really?!?? who has one of those on hand in their home? kinda weird but in a hot way.

The whole medico/kink think got me going a bit...I had this idea of Prying myself open for a look-see, and turned to the kitchen for some trusty implements.

I noticed something in the picture...the ladle has a highly distorted image of me! I think there's even a name for that sort of "accidental' picture of the photographer. I remember reading about guys that would put up objects for sale like on eBay where if you look close you can see him standing naked taking a picture of the shiny teapot. Like stealthy exhibitionism.

Anyway I thought it a fabulous idea for my foray into HNT. I need to read up on how to join but I wanted to get this picture up for now.

Funny, the self picture actually missed what I was aiming at (kink in cunt) but what it did capture was interesting. Click if you want to ~almost~ see what I was aiming for.

~Thanks again to Jake for the help with click-ify-zabling the picture.~

Saturday, 10 July 2010

Meet a with the Dom!

I met up with a couple for coffee Wednesday
- chilled with the Alicia at home for most of the day. Jeff came home later
- had lunch and what not then had to leave to play netball. They are really lovely
- and in an open relationship (they are engaged). He is a dominant, she a subservient to him, but when around women she is a domme.

Alicia had to work on Thursday - Jeff had suggested I come over to "keep him company" and then we would pick up Alicia from work. This was fine by me and had discussed with Alicia and Jeff the previous day.

I went over mid-afternoon Thursday. We just relaxed watching "Preaching to the Perverted"(not quite a porno, more of a movie about bondage and stuff.) We had all been completely open talking about sex and such So this wasn't out of the blue. You can see a trailer for this movie developed by the BBC here.Wiki also has some interesting background on the film.

Jeff made me a coffee and we settled down to watch it. He pulled me over to snuggle with him on the couch. First arm on waist - then arm on pants - then arm down back of pants. When it progressed to hand on tits - jumper and top off... well that soon stopped my movie watching. Seemed a good film but other entertainment was in the offing.

When his hands went to wander down the front of my pants. I was annoyed and a bit embarrassed that this was the wrong time of the month. (I always seem to get uber-horny and set up this sort of thing just before and by the time something happens, well, something happens...~chagrin~)

I told him about the problem... and he promptly told me he would just fuck my arse then. I didn't really know what to say in return - just ignored it and mentioned again that my pants had to say on. to which he replied, that's fine but I'm still fucking your arse.

Next thing you know - he has me by the hair and pulls me up - so as he stands at the edge of the couch, I'm kneeling on it and sucking his cock (Oh I do so love giving head!)

He made some sort of comment about how much of a cock sucker I am. I responded, "Oh you don't know the half of it." He had to laugh at that.

My head was off the end of the couch and he was shoving it all down my throat. With a gentle hand movement on his leg, I let him know at the point I needed to breathe!

Well, one thing led to another - soon enough he had me standing in front of him facing away, while he was sitting on the couch - he undid my pants and told me to mind was screaming...God! NO lube! No nothing....just sit! Which he promptly told me to do again...

I wouldn't be surprised if he had nail marks into his leg from where one of my hands was - the other was gripping the arm of the couch fairly hard lowering my arse onto his cock.

With a firm but kind voice - it was strange - he had me leaning back and down onto his cock... asking if i liked it - "Yes, of course" - "Yes, what?" - "Yes Sir!"

Later, he then pushed me into kneeling on the ground, head bowed down bum up fucking me in that position. Pushing me further. I was lying on the ground, and he had me reach back and spread my cheeks. a cold vibe was inserted and I was back up on my knees...

Instructing me to stay that way - I feared... well not feared, more anticipated... but knew what was coming. Alicia had shown me their toy collection - whips etc the day before.... I knew that I was in for it now. And in the best of ways.

First he used a latex whip - the 'softest'. It wasn't exactly soft, but not a huge sting either.

Next a leather one i think - well more like a flogger i guess. Lots of strands on it.

He asked if i wanted more...
after a thought...which seemed like eternity - i said i didn't know. ~laughs~

Then he tried to push his cock back into my arse...that HURT quite a bit... and I wasn't quite up for that yet... so with a few movements and whimpers and a quiet "please stop" - he did

I was rolled over onto my back, my arms trapped beneath me - legs up in the air (jeans and panties still on mind you, just down around my knees a bit) and a dildo shoved into my pussy. He told me to stay just like that - he pulled my jeans and panties down a bit to keep them in place, told me to close my eyes - and walked away.

He came back and put clothes pegs on my nipples and his cock in my mouth, again filling my throat.

Taking a break he told me I was to stay as is while he had a cigarette - and I presume he went to sit on the couch - I don't know I still had my eyes closed.

I asked if I could put my legs down (it was quite an effort to keep them up! my abs aren't that good) and he said yes. Little did i know the vibes had remotes... while smoking he enjoyed toying with me and turning them up and down.

He seemed to enjoy some tit slapping, and slapping off of the pegs.

He pulled me to sitting up he fucked my mouth with his cock.

He removed the arse vibe and again I was on my knees. This time he employed a harder flogger....a LOT harder. very sharp sting (quite tough braided leather strands actually). Eventually - I guess I really should have counted! - I asked him to "please stop"... which he did....and pulled forward to fuck my arse again.

I was surprised the sting didn't last longer... it was strange. As I explained to him later that it was an interesting battle between - "I like the pain, but it damn well hurts..." Which one wins...

Standing me back up - the vibe comes out of my pussy - and I sit back down on his cock - going a lot easier up my arse this time. I show a lot more enthusiasm bouncing and moving around this time :D

An activity I hadn't really considered til the day before (When Alicia had explained to me that it was something Jeff likes to do) is to have my breath restricted - well blood flow too, its weird. He at one point applied pressure to either side of my neck - I didn't feel like I was out of air but just getting a bit light headed.

His calm words in my ear telling me to let go. It was strange and surprisingly pleasant all at the same time.

Through-out the session I didn't cum. Somewhere while sitting on his cock I had mentioned that I don't cum easily at all. Not that I minded. It was HOT. I hesitate at times mentioning this too early as it just makes people try to hard to "make it happen" and I just want to enjoy the ride whether it does or doesn't.

Later, while I was kneeling in front of him, his arms around me, He was showing me the harder whip and asking if I was okay, and if there was anything I didn't like "Nope!"

I got dressed and he asks if I would like to see my arse. I laughed..."NO!" I did check it when I got home late that night! Mother of God! I mean it could be a lot worse, but I think I'm going to be quite bruised!

Kind of long-winded narrative, and I'm sure I STILL left something out. It's hard to gather all the images from the session since it was kind of overwhelming.

Finally. My first real life BDSM experience - I'm definitely going back for more.

Something tells me the absent Alicia when she gets her turn to switch roles from subbie to dom, is going to really tan my hide...~shiver~

eLust for this week..

Photo courtesy of Elle from Kink Unleashed

Welcome to e[lust] - Your source for sexual intelligence and inspirations of lust from the smartest & sexiest bloggers! Whether you’re looking for hot steamy smut, thought-provoking opinions or expert information, you’re going to find it here. Want to be included in e[lust] #18? Start with the rules, check out the schedule and subscribe to the RSS feed for updates!

Editor's Note: A little change in how things are done for this edition - you'll notice there are no "Top 3" picks - due in part to the holiday I ended up being extremely short on judges and I didn't have enough for fair voting. So instead, I expanded my "Featured Post". (If you'd like to volunteer to be an occasional judge for e[lust], just email me, Lilly, at questions.e.lust @ Also, please be sure to check out the new summer schedule in effect until the 20th edition.

~ Featured Posts (Lilly’s Pick) ~

Why Pride is Still Important - When someone tells me that they don’t think Pride is necessary, I can’t help but believe that they go through life with tunnel vision. I live in New York where for the most part I can walk around being a big ol’ queen and I’ll make it home alive, but there are people who live in places where they can’t. Even here in New York you’ll get called a faggot from time to time by passing cars or groups of punks, and even here in New York I hear stories of people getting the shit kicked out of them just because they were gay.

Fantasies and Condoms - Our culture has created a narrative in which sex only feels good and looks sexy if no one is protected. We’re all suffering from this narrative, but sex workers are probably suffering the most.

~ e[lust] Editress ~

Some days we need a little hope - I encourage you to practice random acts of kindness that could be worthy of inclusion on the site ( Be nice, be caring, let your heart open up just for the sake of bringing someone some happiness or comfort. Do you know how good it feels to just give?

See also: Pleasurists #83 and #84 for all your sex toy review needs.

All blogs that have a submission in this edition must re-post this digest from tip-to-toe on their blogs within 7 days. Re-posting the photo is optional and the use of the “read more…” tag is allowable after this point. Thank you, and enjoy!

Kink & Fetish

An Anal Adventure
Bound in the Night
Being a Tart
Danger may explode without warning
Found It: Pearls for the Submissive Wife
Morning Rituals
Shoe Slut
(another!) Shoe Slut
Spanking my ass while fucking so he feels every wiggle
Submission is impossible in the absence of humanity
Strip, boy
Swallow Falls
The Trigger
The Beast with Three Backs

Erotic Writing

A long hot day
And then we kissed...
A Picture of Lust
Ass Plug
'Come For Me...'
Exchange II
Forbidden Fantasy
Fucking Mika for the first time
Good Things Come To Those Who Wait
Getting Off...On The Road
Katie's First Time
Master Class
My Favourite Waste of Time
Microfantasy Monday, week 84: Addiction
Picture to Word 2
Saturday Night Plans
Safe Sex
The Train
Thunderstorms are Sexy
Teaching Respect (Part 1)
You First

Thoughts & Advice on Sex & Relationships

Adventures in Birth Control
Erotic Awakening: A Swinger’s Comments
Friends With Benefits His Lush Behind!
Getting Started - Hotel Parties
Greetings From The Deep End - Swinging and Openness
How To Have Multiple Orgasms
Mr. Strong
Play Safe. Stay Safe. Get Tested. Be Protected.
Political Cuddling: Asking, Talking, Touching
Reflections on Glass
Something I Wish I'd Had 10 Years Ago
Sex: A required part of the college curriculum
Shades of Grey
Three's Company
Ten Life Lessons I’m Learning from Enslavement
Walk of Shut The Fuck Up

Sex News, Interviews, Politics and Humor

Interview with Scarlett Chaos aka Essin'Em
The Media is Not Responsible for Your Poor Body Image
To Shave or Not to Shave

Wednesday, 30 June 2010

Upcoming "Assignment?"

Well, apparently my muse/editor is considering sending me off to meet an older couple. Scant details available to me as of yet, but apparently he has corresponded with them and they are most enthusiastic about having me delivered to their home as a marital aid.

While it is kind of fun to think about both being a nice surprise for them, and being a bit surprised myself, i'm not sure how this would work. I haven;t talked to them so I have no idea what they would have in mind for me...not that I wouldn;t be up for just about anything...

Perhaps this doesn't have me bubbling over with enthusiasm because at the moment I am not all that motivated feeling sexually. Personal situation is not ideal, and end of term work has me a bit frazzled.

We will see.

Monday, 21 June 2010

An Anal Adventure...

While in a long distance relationship, my partner and I had finally got around to discussing toys etc and being comfortable with each other and exploring new things... having tried anal sex a few times - I eventually brought up the fact I had a butt plug (well really a vibrating anal toy) that I enjoyed using...

Under his suggestion the next time I drove up to see him (3 hours away) I should wear it....

Well that started things ...

I set off, lubed up and wore some tight underwear to hold it in place while I walked from the house to the car ready to take off. It wasn't uncomfortable to start with.

Half way there, I got a phone call from him. I pulled over to the side of the road, well off the road in like a truck rest area kind of thing and out of sight from everyone. He soon enough asked how I was and where I was on the road, and asked me to play with the plug. Apparently wanting to make sure I was nice and hot and wet the whole journey.

He must have been timing my trip, because just as I was driving into town to meet him... he rang asking me to play with my clit, hike up my skirt, spread my legs and flick my clit - but not to orgasm. driving and playing... was an interesting experience... I was very very wet, and was driving very very slowly (lucky it was late at night in a country town)

Upon arrival, he dragged me into his room, pulled down my panties, pushed my skirt over my arse, pulled out the plug and slammed his hard cock into my arse. holding my hips he began to pound away.

Spanking me as he pounded away, he asked me to play with my clit and let him know when i was close so we could cum together. As I edged closer to orgasm I began to thrust my hips back hard to meet his.

As I furiously strummed and pulled at my clit, I breathlessly gasped "I'm cumming" ...

He pulled out and sprayed his hot load over my wet cunt and red arse cheeks...
After recovering he scooped it up and shoved 3 fingers down my throat...

I made sure I licked off every drop.

I am sensing a theme...

Apparently enthralled with both my masturbatory practices as well as my carnal knowledge of vegetables, One of my online task masters had a little assignment for me. More of the same but with a blushing twist of a public audience...

(As if posting a couple of pics of my zucchini-dissapearing act wasn't 'public!')

I made my way to the supermarket Thursday night on the way home from delivering a professional development course.

I decided on a cucumber for the task... unexpectedly it was a lot colder (the cucumber not the weather) than I expected.

I parked as far as physically possible away from the doors (ie at the back of the carpark) in the corner, at the time there were no other cars parked in the vicinity.

When I returned to my car, annoyingly there was another car just a few spaces away - not right next to me, but close enough to cause some discomfort.

Discreetly pulling the cucumber out of my bags as i put them in the back I sat down in the front seat and nervously looked around, checking that no one was coming towards me.

As I inched down my pants and panties....I continued to glance around. Shifting slightly to spread my legs further I quickly thurst the cucumber (COLD) a few inches into my pussy... now dripping wet with anticipation of getting caught...

Pulling in and out on the cucumber like a cock I could hear it squelch as it pulled and pushed on my wet cunt. Tying hard not to rock too hard and rock my car I picked up the pace a little

I didnt think i would cum, but i was going to try for him...

Starting to make a nice wet patch on my seat... and cover the cold cucumber (well not so cold anymore). I traced my fingers over my clit while glancing around to check...

A woman with a trolley approaching... her car must be the one a few over.
I stopped... cucumber in a few inches... my hands back to the wheel, pretending to fumble with keys....

She unloaded her cart and left .... drove away

I inched the cucumber back out....
considered licking it off for his pleasure.... which I then proceeded to do....
pulled up my panties, and drove home.

Elaboration on Masturbation?

Hmmmm don't know what to write...I alluded to playing with myself at the end of the last post, so of course I was asked for "more." as in , "Please Elaborate

SO in genreal this is a litte about how I play, (mostly).

my pussy is already starting to drip being exposed and feeling sexy here

About how I specifically masturbated - Its generally the one thing for me. Fingers on clit. Index finger rubbing circling flicking my clit back and forth while thinking about whatever fantasy comes into my there isn't much of a process it starts off that way and ends that way -

Occasional anal play (not always it requires more cleaning and effort afterwards)

Nipple twisiting to stop myself from cumming -

I like to tease myself a while - and just clit play.

I often think about being told what to do, sometimes by a man and sometimes by a woman. very specific instructions on how to get off, or making me please them before they make me cum.


My next couple....

This couple wasn't married, and a little younger. Annette and Tom were 26 and 52.

Elaine was a gorgeous curvy little Greek girl of about 24. Stunning tits and a radiant smile.

Roy was about 30 I'd say. It was he that I spoke to initially online, and he said they were keen. Chatted and chatted and chatted online, we didn't seem to be able to get a time to meet.

Arranged for dinner in the city - which was fun... so nice 'relaxing' dinner - as much as relaxing a meeting with a potential couple can be... it felt a bit like a job interview. But they were both really relaxed and easy to talk to about anything - no doubt you imagine that the conversation soon turned to sex. Which was fine. We ended up chatting for quite a few hours – moving to a bar to continue the conversation in a bit more seclusion of course.

Eventually we found a time I could come to their place, a Friday night after dinner…. Though everyone was tired – I sure as hell didn’t know what to expect. We just chatted watched TV and a movie. Elaine fell asleep and I went home at midnight… wtf?! I was a little confused – though it was nice to get to know them both a little better

Again it took a while for us to be able to find a time for us all to hook up. One of us Elaine or me, seemed to be the wrong time of the month, or someones birthday, or a social event or something! Finally it arrived. I went around and we went out for Dinner again another Friday night. Nervous I arrived… and gulp… what to expect.

There had been plenty of discussion of just turning up (chatting online I mean) and I should make out with Elaine as I walked in the door

There is no way I have that sort of guts! Despite the fact we had both previously mentioned that we are attracted to each other… there was no way I was making the first move.

Dinner was good, we were discussing sex events etc we had seen , well I hadn’t seen any but Roy and Elaine had recently been to a few swinging events and a BDSM show type thing – some of it was a bit hardcore for them – there was some very intense blood drawing whipping from what they described – a bit too hardcore for me too.

Home again and watching TV…. Put on some porn to get the mood going… Roy was…well we were all unsure of how to start – I knew I wasn’t going to!

Elaine came and sat next to me and Roy encouraged her to kiss me. He left the room to get a drink and we were kissing when he came back. A bit giggly about it and had agreed to kiss on the count of 3 – we were both a bit shy! (Despite the fact she is actually bi not just a bit of exploring like me)

Things moved along with more kissing and Roy stood Elaine up and took off her top…. We headed to the bedroom and my top came off… then Elaine's bra and my bra… with encouragement from Roy, Elaine disrobed, and to be fair I did too… then we both giggled as we forced Roy to join the party (OMG HUGE! Nice hard long cock for me to suck on)

More making out, me lying back on the bed, Elaine on top of me and Roy next to me stroking both of us. Elaine spread my legs and looked at me with a look in her eyes and asked if I was going to resist, I spread apart further and smiled back…

A quick touch and a lick and a comment… how wet I was – a little giggle and admittance from me that I was easy to wet and this was a huge turn on considering how much we had been talking about sex.

Diving back down, a finger enters my pussy…. I clench on tight as she flicks and sucks at my clit… a lot of playing and god a lot of nearly orgasm. I had a small one and clenched down hard on Elaine's finger… she was awkward about putting in a second, not wanting it to hurt me (from what ive been told and what I can put in finger wise – im quite tight!) I told her not to worry it stretched…. God I felt full with two fingers! But very very wet…

She pulled back up and we made out some more and exchanged positions.

A little hesitiation and encouragement from Roy sent me down on her pussy, licking and sucking… trying to figure out what she wanted. Roy was kissing her and playing with her nipples as I fucked her pussy with my finger and licked furiously at her clit – feeling her clench tight around me. I can understand the feeling around a cock now I guess, she was so tight and god felt so hot as she came hard on my fingers, pushing down hard and nearly pushing my finger out! Slowly I let her recover and she made a comment about that wasn’t bad for a first try …. I smiled with a sly look and quickly licked at her clit, to which she squirmed and bucked and asked me to stop… ok that was great for a first attempt are you sure you hadn’t done it before?

Some more kissing and making sure Roy got the attention he deserved, two women sucking and playing with his cock. Elaine can’t take Roy's whole cock down her throat… I can just… God it was huge.

Elaine left the room for a drink and Roy and I weren’t sure what to do … we continued and I sucked away at his cock. Eventually it turned into fucking and Elaine was laying on top of me, Roy fucking her behind doggy style, her cunt rubbing back and forth on my clit…this was a huge turn on and stimulating.

A bit of cuddling and a lot of feeling naked.. eventually it was quite late and I had to leave..

I would definitely play with them again, or Elaine by herself.

Couple Play.

In the course of discussing "Have you ever?" to this and that I was embarrased a little in and arousing way to realize I had done a lot of things. One of the questions that was asked of me was to describe playing with couples...this is what I wrote about my first exprience with a threesome:

Ive played with two different couples - both very different experiences...

The first one - I chatted to Tom and Annette on the net the night before. We were on cam - so then they knew I was a chick and I knew they were a legit couple. It was nice, relaxed and casual... obviously sex came up but it was a relaxed setting.

I agreed to meet Annette for coffee the next day. The idea was that she was going to meet me by myself first so it wasn't so intimidating.

I met up with Annette for coffee.... God I was so nervous. In a cute summer dress I waited....

She arrived and we got to know each other over coffee. Talking about everything from sex to jobs to anything! It was nice and relaxing.

After an hour or so her husband, Tom joined us. We chatted briefly and then we left on a positive note. Soon after I got a text asking if I wanted to come to their house after dinner that night

!!! My heart was racing. TONIGHT?! Wow. Not so much time to do so much freaking out.

I arrived at their house and we watched TV in their room, a very relaxed and weird atmosphere. I sure as hell wasn't going to start anything!

Annette approached me and kissed me gently - my first kiss from a woman. It was okay - I guess I just like the forcefulness of a guy. Testing the waters to make sure I was okay we made out a bit more... then it went into awkward mode.

Tom made sure he was touching me - just on my leg, making sure i was comfortable... eventually 10pm rolled round, I remembered clock watching, I had been there for over 2 hours and was beginning to wonder when and what was happening.

Then Tom finally suggested we all get naked... seemed like a fair idea really... so we did.

Annette was lying on the bed, me next to her and Tom on the chair beside the bed. Some fumbling and making out with Annette got me started. She kept checking to make sure I was okay... it was sweet and such a turn on, her instructing me - or asking rather - if I would like to suck her nipples for the first time...

She eventually headed south and spread my legs without much resistance from me to be honest. I was definitley in the mood now. Tom approached the bed and was sucking and nibbling at my nipples, his cock was rock hard and I couldn't resist sucking. However i was soon distracted as Annette's tongue hit my clit and pussy...

I didn't cum... but Mother of God I was in heaven! Tom joined Annette at my pussy and took over, while Annette came back and kissed me, played with my nipples and tits, allowing me to suck on hers.

After a while, (I don't cum so easily) it was my turn to go down on Annette.

Apparently I'm quite good. :D

I couldn't help but smile as I made her squirm under my tongue and fingers I loved ever minute of dragging my tongue up and down her slit, two fingers in her tight cunt... tongue flicking at her clit... at one stage Tom was behind me and fucking my pussy... but i think he was too absorbed in watching me get his wife off to actually fuck hard.

She stopped me before she came - I was a bit disappointed I wanted to get her over the edge. She asked what my opinion was to get fucked with a strap on.... I had none of course.

I didn't see the box of toys, but she had a few as I found out. After 2 minutes with the strap on she was down to business. I dont know what she was doing, I was too busy sucking of her husband, but god my pussy was drenched.

I have never felt so well-used in my life. I never reached climax, but God I was on edge for such a long time. Toy after toy, they got bigger and bigger, well that's what I felt - I never saw any of them... I just knew my used pussy was being stretched and fucked hard. I found it really hard to concentrate on giving Tom head, I had to apologise. I got so distracted..

After a while it all stopped. I was exhausted. It was well after 12. Over two hours of rapture and frolicking..

We all snuggled, one each side of Tom. That was nice, I felt included and then it was time for me to go...

Fade to current..

I was initially planning to sit here writing this post with my vibrating plug in my ass and a wet pussy.... however I got a little sidetracked. I was going to make myself write this down and not cum until after....whoops

Alas! Here I sit plug still in my ass with a soaked pussy and a nice wet finger.... but I managed to get this down as it again got me off. ~grin~

Friday, 18 June 2010

Veggie Tales...

One of the tasks suggested to me was to add a phallic shaped vegetable to my basket whilst shopping.

It isn't as though I don't have phallic-shaped phallus' (phallusses? phalli? phallusi?) to fill the void in my nether regions when I haven't a man attached phallus handy. I had to admit that object insertion is kinky-hot to me. Maybe its because my earliest sexual experiences were all of the objects at hand sort of thing.

Adding a nice large zucchini to my cart specifically to fuck was very blush inducing. I naturally surrounded it with innocuous objects but couldn't help but feel the neon arrow pointing to it upon checkout.

I took it home and thought to record the experience. My friend didn't know I had taken pictures of this till much later. Early on I really did have some camera issues so, he apparently felt I was camera shy and didn't press for photos.

An interesting side kink came of this..I fucked myself at his behest, but didn't share the pics with him. Not for any concrete reason after all he hadn't asked. I did, however share them in all there creamy graphic glory on a site online on an old ID that I had forgotten about. Not to hide it from him, but somehow, having to separate kinky reactions to the same event was pretty hot. I didn't mention to the picture viewers that I had bought the veggie on command so to speak, so they lacked the context. He on the other hand only had his very fertile imagination but no pictures...

Thanks, Jake for the help with the click through..:)


I should explain about my friend...

I was exploring a kinky forum and asking questions about people that have "online doms"

He wrote to me and explained that although the idea of "controling" someone long distance is a bit tenous at best, he wasn't averse to giving a little guidance from time to time.

He theorizes that people sometimes are looking for permission to do the kinky things they already want to do and talking about it just unlocks it.

Funny story, as you will see as I relate more of my adventures. He said that initially I gave off a "virgin vibe" to him. I did state I was uncertain about what I wanted to try but didn't mean to imply I had't tried ANYTHING!

So he gently prodded and probed. (So to speak) finding my boundaries. Early on he sent me a couple of little "assignments." I am as he says fairly compliant so I well, complied. On the one hand going out without ones knickers isn't nearly as slutty as some of the things I have done in person, it was surprisingly erotic to be doing something specific in a pre-meditated way for someone else's sexual amusement. Its the anticipation thing.

He has suggested that the blog include both "real life" experiances and the kinky pursuits I get up to online to satisfy my seemingly ever-increasing libido.

The first story..

Not the first story chronologically. Just the first one I wrote down for my friend in response to his query about some of my adventures during the time I was playing around with abandon. This was the story that peaked my friends interest in sharing my private sex life with the world:

Late one Sunday evening after an afternoon of online conversation and older guy whose name I can't remember invited me around to his house, which was conveniently a few blocks away. Of course we had discussed what potentially might happen, hell we had discussed our favourites and previous experiences. I arrived, had a mild panic attack in the car (i.e. I just freaked out a bit and took a few deep breaths, needed 5 minutes to collect myself to be able to walk to the front door) and found myself finally knocking on the door.

The sun was setting and as he answered the door. He was a bit older... well a lot older, maybe late 30s and balding compared to my innocent and naive 20 years. He had a charming sense of humor.. not overly attractive - well not my usual type, but hell I wasn't complaining I was there for sex and whatever else he was offering. My high libido wasn't going to let me say no. Upon entering the house he kissed me, this wasn't so bad, I kissed back. Within seconds my top and bra were off and I was on my knees, desperate to suck his hardening cock (we hadn't even reached the bedroom, luckily his lounge had carpet). No formalities needed we both knew I was only here for one thing.

We had discussed that afternoon that no woman had ever made him cum from a blow job... something he longed to experience, as I knelt down I was determined to change it. Not too small and not too big I managed to take his whole cock in his mouth, the tip hitting my gag reflex (which I'm rather good at relaxing). A few minutes on my knees and I could tell he was getting close. A sly look on my face I grin as I stare into his eyes as I devour his cock again. My hands on his ass pulling him closer as I move faster and faster trying to send him over the edge. His hands reach down to my shoulders and push me off..... I look at him puzzled.... he exclaims 'god I want to fuck you so much right now, come with me'. He pulls me off my knees, kisses me hard, mauls my tits and pulls me to the bedroom.

Pushing me down onto the bed he yanks at my pants and panties, pulling them off in one swift movement. Having left his pants that were around his ankles in the lounge he quickly climbed atop and began kissing my breasts and sucking my nipples. Reaching into his drawer he pulled out a condom and rolled it on. I was dripping wet with anticipation, my pussy drenches while giving head, I'm not sure why - it just does it to me getting someone else off and pleasing them with my mouth. Spreading my legs wide he gently entered, kissing my neck and running his fingers up and down my side.

A short and sweet first round.... he pumped back and forth and didn't last long. His cock stretching my tight cunt, helped along by my clenching muscles it wasn't long til he exploded. I lay there catching my breath and he dissapeared out of sight to dispose of the condom. Entering back into the room, lying down beside me, he pulls a bottle of oil from the drawer, my mind races - I can't say this guy isn't prepared. He rubs his hands in oil and begins to massage my tits and twisting at my nipples, lingering and circling them. His fingers trail down to my pussy and trace back and forth over my waxed smooth lips, teasing me further. Oil covers my body, nice and slick he rubs his cock over my stomach and breasts. A quick flick at my clit I begin to moan. Not close to cumming, but enjoying the sensation. He stops after a while and goes to fetch some water. I make my way to the bathroom for a quick clean up, a short shower to get rid of the oil and I'm back in action.

Entering the bedroom again I lip my lips as I see his hard cock standing at attention. While I bob up and down on his cock he pulls another condom out from the drawer. I take it from him and use my mouth to roll it down his cock. He flips me over and fucks me from behind, slapping my ass and he forces his cock back into my dripping cunt. A few minutes later he is again on the edge of climax. I begin to moan and writhe beneath him, clenching my muscles eager to make him cum again. He cums hard and pulls out, we both lay exhausted on the bed. He exits to clean up and I put my clothes back on.

I make my way back to the lounge to see him pulling his top over his head. He looks at me and smiles, pulling my close for a kiss. I tell him I need to leave, got some things to do. He asks me to come back soon....I'm not so sure. Just before I leave he comments that he was sorry that he didn't cum in my mouth, he would have loved to have shot his load all over my face, with a coy smile I reply 'that's okay', he quickly inserts that he was close, but was to eager to fuck my dripping pussy he didn't want to waste a load.

I left and waved goodbye, flashed my lights and drove away, a few blocks back to my house. He text to say thanks for the good night. In bed that night I made myself cum thinking of the experience. I never went back, deleted his number and messenger name... but it was a damn hot experience that still gets me wet thinking about it.